I did it again.

This is like my third time. I over dosed of some pills, but I am fine. I woke up on time to go to church, which I hated. I only go because my dad is making me and my siblings go. He already made me do my communion, but this time I am not going to do my confirmation. I am going to tell him straight up, ” Dad? I don’t want to do my confirmation. I am not Catholic, I want be a Jehovah’s Witness.” I am going to tell him when the time is right, which is before he tries to sign me up for the 2 year confirmation class. I seriously don’t believe in my dad’s religion, I am with my mom. My mom is baptized as a Jehovah’s Witness. She got baptized when she was around 15 or 16 years old. She was very active in preaching, that was until she ran away to get married with my dad. She was pregnant at the time too, but a few years after I was born we started going back to the meetings. Even though we were going to the meetings, we still celebrated with both my parents. A few years ago though, my mother has been taking the meetings more seriously. And since then, my dad has been getting jealous of all of us going to the meetings with my mom so, he has been making us go to church. I mean like we have no choice. And honestly I am a daddy’s girl and I don’t like what he has been doing or acting. I mean because he used to go with us to the conventions and now he doesn’t. I don’t get it at all.

2 thoughts on “I did it again.”

  1. I don’t really go to any religious event, except if someone is getting married. My parents are Hindu, so by association, so am I. But I’m not religious at all.

  2. Don’t give up on becoming a Jehovah’s Witness if that is your choice. Satan will make it seem hard but Jehovah can help you make it where you need to be.

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