Temporary Relief

had a quiet day hanging with tiffy and my cuz… rearrange my half of the living room and got it looking…I’m a little bit drugged up today because my mouth…. I’m tired and want to go to sleep right now but trying to stay awake…so I don’t wake up so early in the morning…will be happy to have my aunt and computer home today…can’t tell you how many times I have tried to touch this screen like I normally do on mine..lol…overall today has been great … no stress, no memories popping up in my head to make me depressed, pretty much in a zombie state of mind…. Do I always have to be like this in order to have a awesome day??? I wish my body and mind could relax and not stress like this without drugs….. meditations works sometimes but only for short periods… Im missing my friends and lonely though…But it nice to have quiet alone time…. Just don’t want it all the time

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