Ive been through alot 7 years worth of crap. I know i need to let go but its so hard. After you’ve been with someone for so long, its hard to function without them. You wake up to them every morning, go to sleep with them every night… And I know it stops hurting after awhile but why can’t my heart listen to my head…. “he’s no good for me, he only thinks about his self…” Im in the process of moving on it’s just gonna take some time, friends, family & God! It hurts even more knowing he’s out there “having fun” while im crying over him(and i dont know why?! there has been more bad than good.. but ive always gave 100% so i know i can say that…) and everyone says he will come back like the last times but i have to say NO… and move on that is whats best… because his father and brother are the same way/ have no respect for women && hes never gonna change. Im stoping that cycle, i do not want my son to put any girl through what the men on his dads side put women through and of course i dont want my son to be hurt either… My son is my life and i have to make his the best i can & i will!!!