Shane called me two nights ago crying his heart out. He said he wants to be with me, he loves me, he cares about me, he misses me, I’m the girl he wants to marry and so on. I started crying too. I haven’t really talked to him since. It felt good to hear him say those things to me. I just don’t know why he isn’t with me or at least trying to be with me, if he feels all those ways and I don’t know what to do. I don’t want to move on completely, or at all. I’m just going to give sometime to figure out what he wants. & by saying that doesn’t mean I’ll get back with him. I am sending him one final text tonight and saying exactly this ; I’m going to give you some time to figure out what you believe you want, but all I want you to know is how I feel before I go. So here it goes : I believe you love me. I believe you care about me. I believe you want to be with me. I believe you miss me, but actions speak louder than words. If you really love me, if you really care about me/us, if you really want to be with me, if you really miss me…SHOW ME. Show me you love me, show me you care about me/us, show me you want to be with me, show me you miss me, and most importantly show me how much I mean to you. I’m not walking away from you or moving on, but I’m giving you a month or so to figure out what you want. I never want to walk away, but if you really love someone, let them go. If they come back, it was meant to be. If they don’t, just let it be. So your final decision will determine where we, as a couple, go. I love you Shane and don’t forget me. Talk to you sometime soon, unless you talk to me before a month is up. Goodbye for now, babe. I love you.

I feel like that will be enough. I hope everything works out, but this is part of life I guess.

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