So. I’ve felt so alone all day. I ended up drinking just to forget about everything. It was nice while it lasted, but now I’m back to the same shitty thought processes. Only now, I feel worse. I hate the feeling of being alone, yet I hate people. I don’t really know what to do with that. I guess I don’t hate people, it’s just hard for me to open up enough to like people. If that makes sense. I really don’t have very many friends. If I do, I only tolerate them to be honest. I wish I could go back to the way things used to be. The way I used to be; before I got all screwed up.

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