Thoughts.com was my anchor the past week as my depression deepened & my fears & insecurities became more than I could tolerate. When I could no longer log into Thoughts I was like a fish out of water. I was frantic & set out to find another ideal place to blog,but all of em were empty & cold. Today I finally remembered GoodNight…here I am & I am most certainly NOT happy. I did return to my Blogger blog,but its icy cold & lonely over there,otherwise its a decent place to blog. I think I might be going nuts…I created a really funny blog at a blog site…man,I was laughing till I was crying,ROFL. I’m the fruitcake nobody wants.