Sunday

There comes  a point where you just have to stop texting him. You just have to stop answering his phone calls. You have to stop going back to the person that you know is wrong for you. It’s hard. But there are 7 billion people in the world. There are boys just like him and there are boys that are better than him. You’ll find someone else, you just need to let go. Sometimes the right path is not always the easiest one. Inner peace begins the moment you choose not to allow another person or event to control your emotions. I wish I had the power to ignore you like you ignore me. Faking a smile is so much easier than explaining why you are sad. I was there for you, remember that. My feelings? OH don’t worry about those, no one else does. I don’t know where I stand with you. I don’t know what I mean to you. All I know is every time I think of you, I want to be with you. Someday, you’ll find someone who makes you feel like the wait was worth it and you’ll be happy it never worked out with anyone else. I didn’t choose you, my heart did. They ignore you now, but they’ll need you later. I’ll be ok, just not today. I fucking miss you. All day, everyday and you can’t even imagine how pathetic it makes me feel because I don’t even know if you miss me back. I miss your smile…but I miss mine more. Pretending to be happy when you are in pain is just an example of how strong you are as a person. I still love you, I’m just tired of trying. He lies, she cries. He’s not sorry, but he apologizes. She complains, he doesn’t change, but yet she still stays. I still love you that’s a fact, but not even a million apologizes might not bring me back. Don’t feel sad over someone who gave up on you. Feel sorry for them because they gave up on someone who would never would have given up on them. I want a relationship where both sides never stop trying. Some people just act like they are trying to help you. Just because you miss someone, doesn’t mean you need them back in your life..missing is just a part of moving on. I don’t understand how some people can wake up one morning and decide someone isn’t important to them anymore. Why hurt a girl that never hurt you? Just smile and say : Thank you for giving me the chance to find someone better than you. Every end is a new beginning. I can wait, but I can’t wait forever. You deserve to be with someone who makes you happy. Someone who doesn’t complicate your life. Someone who won’t hurt you and love you for who you really are. I’m not happy, I’m trying to be ok.                           

Just some positive things I feel could help out anyone. Thanks for reading. 

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