It’s too soon to even think that I am recovering: I AM NOT!
Tears stream down my face whenever my thoughts wander toward memories of my dog, but that’s OK – I know that tears are the first stage of the healing process. This just may be a very long stage to get through! I am filling the gaps between my physical tasks at home here, by reading great voluminous books about espionage,(my favourite reads,) and this gives my mind something else to process. I am Peter Wright: “SpyCatcher” or John Preston working for MI5 British Intelligence! I’m even, (seriously,) considering writing a screen-play for “The Fourth Protocol” one of Fredrick Forsythe’s books. Love these stories, so many details, so many characters.
This is just a mark on the calender …. one day I will stop and count them. Perhaps by then the Healing will be complete! 😉