Its funny how things turn out. The same people ive mistreated are my everything now. Aint that funny. Never thought karma would catch up to me but it has finally. And now as I sit back and take a real look at my life and many MANY mistakes I wonder if god knows how appreciative I am that hes never left me. Ive always felt a sense of protection a sense of strength. To those people who are giving me the karmatic justice that I truely feel I deserve Thank You I appreciate you for making me a better person and helping live life a little bit better everyday. I take life one day at a time and when I get over whelmed feeling a strong weight pulling me down and down and down making feel as if I can no longer run in this race call life, I stop and think…..Shit it can always be worse. Goodnight journal.