I have given up on giving up on you. I always think I’m free and then you come back and hit me right where it hurts, again. I dreamt of you again, of course I did. No matter how far I run or have far away I tuck you in my mind, you always burrow back through my walls. I know our time is over. I know I had my chance. I’m glad you’re finally happy again. I’m glad she has given you what you always wanted from me. But I will always miss you, I will always love you. I promised forever and it was the truth. I don’t care if it’s crazy or irrational, I have never been able to help myself when it comes to you. Maybr one day you’ll read this and realize that you weren’t the only one forced to move on.