Im 20 years old and my dad died a little over a month ago. He had brain cancer. He was the most amazing man I ever knew. He didn’t deserve to suffer so much. At the beginning of his illness, I lost faith in god. but now…I realize that if I really want to believe my father is somewhere better I must believe in god. Is that weird? That through my dads death I came back to faith? My dad would be happy, but should I be?