I’ve lost myself and my way on this earth. Today I wanted it to end. I even found many videos on youtube on how to end it “life” quickly and painlessly.
I feel so sorry for myself and I feel so alone. I have no one to talk to. Today my husband stated after an argument not to talk to him any more. I felt unwanted like trash. I’m so sad and alone. I don’t know anymore. I know my son and daughter would never forgive me. But, I feel they would be better off without me. I’m not contributing anything to their lives any way.
I just gonna lay here and cry…….