Out of sight and out of mind,
But always in my heart.
I said forever, I meant it. It was true.
I pretend I have forgotten,
But my soul continues to search for you.
In my dreams, or perhaps my nightmares,
I know not which to call them,
But I always find you there.
Rolling your eyes when I comment on your lashes,
Mine brushing your cheek with the sweet gentle breeze of my breath
Softly carressing your neck.
Late night talks on the phone,
Placing a warm smile on my face when I couldn’t feel more alone.
I hope you miss my hushed moans,
Helping you along when you needed me against you……
I know in my mind,and wish it could have -should have been you.
You know what I mean my love, I wish it was something I kept my promise on waiting to lose.
I may be able to trick my mind out of loving and missing you,
But never my soul and my heart.
It kills me, that part.