I’ve been so sad lately.
Sad, because my friends are shitty friends. Sad, because I don’t get spoiled sometimes like a girl should. Sad, because I miss my parents more than I ever thought I would. Sad, because I feel lonely. Sad, because I don’t know who I can turn to. Sad, because I wish things were different.
I’ve been sad for a long time; for months, even. I’ve never contemplated suicide or had suicidal thoughts, but I’m just wondering what it all means. Why do people get so sad like this, for such a long time? What does it mean to be in a slump like this? Will I ever get out of it and return to being happy? Will things ever get better?
I’m so unhappy and feel like everyone hates me. That lonely feeling is quite possibly the worst in the world.