What is loneliness? Why is it so ingrained in our instinct? Is it just for survival and reproduction? How much is adequate for this purpose then?
It has always seems to me that my loneliness is in excess for survival. Maybe this “excess” is meant to go to reproduction. I don’t want to be nature’s “tool” to breed. I’m not a farm animal. How do I deal with this overload of loneliness? It is becoming unbearable as I grew older and older. I’ve had my period for more than ten years. I guess in nature’s view, it’s past due I mate. Is this loneliness is going to keep on increasing until I reach menopause? Oh, how, how do I deal with this? This is killing me.