I feel strange… without him.
It’s not a “bad” strange. I do feel sad, but I also feel that it’s inevitable. That it’s the only way.
I feel that I’ve done everything that I could for the relationship. There was nothing else I could do, but to end it.
The question that keep coming into my head is, if I failed him? But I think the answer is no.
I do care about him still.. I don’t understand why he did what he did.. but he must have reason.
I honestly hope that he will be happy, that he will be okay without me. Well, I know for sure he’ll be okay. Maybe what I meant is that I hope he’ll do better.
Can I just say for the last time that I love him?
I love him..