I’m feeling down today. I’m super unmotivated. I am a big fat gross person. I don’t know why but I can’t motivate myself to do anything about it. It should be easy. I’m a mum… gotta be healthy so I can be a better mum. I’ve gotta have an operation soon… gotta get healthy so I can loose weight and have my op. I have an amazing very sexy man… gotta get healthy so i can give my man the hot girlfriend he deserves. There’s a million reasons but for some reason nothing works for me. Argh!!! It annoys the shit out of me. I few weeks ago i started eating healthy and exercising but for some reason coming up to two weeks i just gave up. I had lost a few kg and i was really happy about it but i just gave up. What is wrong with me!!!!!
My partner compliments me alot and he says it makes him sad coz he knows all i see when i look in the mirror is a fat ugly person. He’s right, that is what i see. How can i get motivated and tackle this stupid problem!?!?!?!?!?!?