I’m feeling down today. I’m super unmotivated. I am a big fat gross person. I don’t know why but I can’t motivate myself to do anything about it. It should be easy. I’m a mum… gotta be healthy so I can be a  better mum. I’ve gotta have an operation soon… gotta get healthy so I can loose weight and have my op. I have an amazing very sexy man… gotta get healthy so i can give my man the hot girlfriend he deserves. There’s a million reasons but for some reason nothing works for me. Argh!!! It annoys the shit out of me. I few weeks ago i started eating healthy and exercising but for some reason coming up to two weeks i just gave up. I had lost a few kg and i was really happy about it but i just gave up. What is wrong with me!!!!!

My partner compliments me alot and he says it makes him sad coz he knows all i see when i look in the mirror is a fat ugly person. He’s right, that is what i see. How can i get motivated and tackle this stupid problem!?!?!?!?!?!?

3 thoughts on “I am DISGUSTING”

  1. It’ll be fine. I’ve had the same problem with working out. I’m not motivated. But, it’ll be okay. I don’t really know how to help, because I do have the same problem, and I’m actually very sad myself right now. But, I hope it all works out for you.

  2. @jjrum. Thanks for your comment, it made me smile. I read your post yesterday. Try not to get too down about life, sounds like you are amazing and the girl you have been seeing doesn’t appreciate you at all. In those situations I think it’s best to keep your head up and walk away. There will be someone out there for you that will respect you and love you and treat you the way you deserve to be treated! 🙂

  3. I completely understand how you feel, I don’t really know what to say to make it any better for you, but if you ever find the motivation you are seeking please let me know where to look. I have gained 100 lbs since high school and would love to do something about it, yet i can’t seem to get my lazy butt up and do it!!! It disgusts me the way I am. I will hope for you to find peace and love with yourself!!!

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