I just wanna cry

I hope I am not the only one with days like this, or maybe I do. I don’t want anyone else to feel this way either. I just wanna cry, most days if not everyday. I would like to not get out of bed, to sleep continuously until the day when I can wake up and not wanna cry! I hate my days, I hate getting out of bed, I hate getting dressed, I hate making food, doing house work, I hate getting in the car and going anywhere. I hate answering the phone and texting people. I hate the days I wake up to faces I know are beautiful and love me, but the beauty I cannot see, the love I cannot feel. I hate every aspect of everyday. And everyday All I Wanna Do Is Cry.

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  1. Please go look at my public journals, especially my most recent one. I used to be where you are, I wouldn’t ever want to do anything either. It took almost 8 months to get in a better place. But right when I tried to give up, God wouldn’t let me. I want you to know that it will get better. Pray. I promise. I tried to take my own life multiple times and almost succeeded but YOU ARE HERE FOR A PURPOSE. you need to stop letting negativity control you, as much as God is alive, so is the Devil. Show him that you will not live in that hell…

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