Stressed the F out!

This past week I’ve been waking up mentally exhausted and stress the hell out. I think I’m on the verge of a mental break down. I have no idea where all this negative thoughts because things are actually going good in my life for once. My oldest son is staying out of trouble, my youngest is actually getting comfortable with potty training and my boyfriend and I are getting along. We haven’t had an argument in several months now. Yes, financially we are not where I want us to be, but over all as a family we are happy. So you see I shouldn’t have anything that is overly stressing me out or making me feel nervous, anxious, and stressed the hell out. I just don’t know. I just turned 33 yrs old last Friday. It was a pretty good birthday, filled with cake, movies, presents, and a girls night out. I didn’t get obliterated but I had a nice buzz going, you have to know I’m not a big drinker not since I had my youngest. But I really had no choice but to drink because my sister took me to see the “Magic Mike” show in Raleigh Saturday night. I’m not a closed minded person, I’ve been to a few male strip clubs in my life. So I can 100% say that that is not my idea of a great time. I don’t mind going with my friends but it’s not my thing. Since my sister had never been to one ever I humored her and went along. The show wasn’t the worst but also wasn’t the best I’d seen. There were 3 performers that was actually good. My sister had a good time so I guess that was worth the trip. 

One thought on “Stressed the F out!”

  1. I get that way sometimes too. I’m 30 years old and have 2 daughters, 12 and 6. I usually passes but if the anxiety and stress lasts too long, you should talk to someone. Just a little friendly advice…. good luck sweety

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