So, when we finally got home after playing around in the car, I was putting food away. John was playing around and slapped me. It wasn’t to hard so I hit him back playing. Well he was like ok…and slapped the shit outta me. He was playing.. he says… but it hurt, really bad. so I hit him several times back. The he was coming up on me and I told him to get away and don’t touch me… then he got mad. so now I made dinner and he told hailey to get away from him and not to come back up. So then he came down and got his own dinner. Why is he upset? Wasn’t I the one who got smacked in the face hard? I don’t know. So I guess im going to leave him alone like I always do and when he is calmed down, he will talk to me. I tried to talk to him earlier but he didn’t want to hear it. I don’t know about him. It seems like the smallest things set him off anymore. I love him more than he could ever know but I just have a hard time expressing it to him. I know we do have intimacy problems but I am trying to work on it. I guess that’s it for today. Hopefully I do this every night and I might feel better. I guess time will tell…………..