I’ve always felt I had the gear under control of my life.. Thing is, every minute I spend by myself, I can’t help and think.. Is there someone out there that can change something about my life. Give a whole 360 turn for a good. I don’t necessarily mean a boyfriend, a friend..a real one.
Circumstances made me loose my best friend, broke my relationship with my “love” BUT those aren’t real problems.. Problem is, I need CHANGE, how can I find happiness, peace within me?
I might be the only one who indeed need help from others but won’t take it. Could it be just stubbornness or ego on my part?
Regardless, I feel incapable of moving forward, I wish I had some motivation IN me, so I can push myself for a better ME. For ME and no one else… yet I sit here LOST.
Ao many questions and have no answers, I have my feet under cement…. unfortunately