Dear Diary , I’m in the dark but I see the light. I have no idea how to get there but I do have faith. There are some days when I lose all hope and when I do it’s a horrible feeling but there are also days when I believe and I feel great , I feel….happy but it doesn’t last very long. Maybe I just need to try harder. I realize it’s nobody’s fault but my own. I can blame them for all the pain they have caused me but at the end of the day the only one who is getting in the way of my happiness is me. I need to let it go and move on.