I have tried for a couple years now to conceive a child. My husband does not understand the heartbreaking emotional roller coaster every month. I know I am lucky to have my son, but that doesn’t ease the pain of not being able to have another. During my pregnancy I was unable to enjoy it because he wasn’t happy about it. I wish I had someone who understands and supports me. I am a week late on my period right now but I know better than. To get my hopes up.

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  1. I can totally relate. Im only 21 and am sick of having miscarriages i really am. I also like you have had enough of feeling what we do every single month. Ive actually got the the point where i dont wanna tell people when im late so i dont have to get caught up in the excitement when, again, like you i know better than to do so. Have you been to see a apecialist at all?

  2. I haven’t been to any specialist. About 8 years ago I had a fallopian tube removed. I have always known I would have problems conceiving. I am also diabetic which complicates things even more. I can’t afford any fertility treatments either or adoption. Best of luck to you!

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