Went to the doctors today and i have to be checked for PCOS (Polycystic Ovarian Syndrome)
It wont stop playing in my mind because i know that if i do have that it will be hard for me to have children, its treatable but the chance of getting pregnant as quick as other people scares the crap out of me. Its even scarier when its actually in the family aswell.
Its like.. when i finally want to make a family with my fiance we wont be able to as soon as we’d like.
I suppose id have to start being less impatient and hope for the best.