I’m in limbo and I have no clue what I want. I sit and think what I want to do with my life now? I used to be so sure of life, I had goals, aspirations, etc. Now I don’t know. Nor do I care. Which isn’t good. I’m indifferent. It’s so wired. I’ve been floating along ignoring everything that ends to be handled. It’s been so hard without my meds. Almost two months now. It’s just getting worse. This time is way different cause I’m alone. I always had a girlfriend or ten or things to distract me. I don’t right now. My moods are getting more unstable. My sleep patterns worse. I can’t see beyond the moment. Sometimes that’s really dangerous.