Dear Diary, Today was a harder day. I spent hours crying into a picture of me as a little girl , the girl I have let down the girl I destroyed. If I can’t let go of the past I am never going to be able to move on and get better. Sometimes I have hope for myself sometimes I do not but right this moment I feel things are getting better tomorrow may be a different story. If it’s life that isn’t easy then it’s me who needs to get stronger….I really should practice what I preach.