my mom has two children I am the youngest and not the favorite. If I am asked to do something I have to do it right away, I am not even given one minute to waste before I start. If something happens I am blamed for it I absolutely hate my life. In September I began my career as a middle school student and it was hard the change, friends, bullying. I have gotten bullied all my life but this year has been the worst. Home has gotten worse. I hate my life but have been strong about not self-harming and no suicide. I am going to try to right my thoughts and feelings in words instead. This is only the beginning.