Dear diary, When someone asks if you are doing well they don’t really want to know, they ask out of courtesy and kindness. I need someone who genuinely cares, someone who really wants to be there for me because they love me and not because they feel obligated to me or are using me. People who say they care…9 times out of 10 they are lying but this is life and here are the facts…all you have is yourself …I wont wait for people to reach out to me because it MAY never happen …..people have there own lives to worry about I am not the only one with problems. I will just have to get strong on my own, do it alone. If I can get through this by my self I can get through anything. So in conclusion….I can either cry ,throw things , slam doors, scream and yell or deal with things the proper way and get rid of all the toxic people from my life…and depend on myself.