Why are you doing this to me?
Playlist of love was supposed to be playlist of final forgetting all of this!
But what do you do? Come back into my life out of no where and of course I open right up to you!
My head was screaming the entire time…. “TELL HIM HOW YOU REALLY FEEL!”….. But we both know I can’t do that.
I still dream about coming and seeing you and everything falling into place and having our perfect life together. .
That’s the thing that scares me…. Dreams are not real and I fear what I want us to still share is not real.
There is so much uncertainty in this void between us.
I do still love you.
I will always love you.
The biggest promise I will ever keep, forever and always.
I just hope your compliment was only a compliment and not meant for some other kind of way than how I took it. I’m still a good girl and I won’t do shady things so I hope to Hell you are still a gentleman and keep the standards in which I think about you high.
I wish our fairytale would have came true, I really do. I just think it’s too far gone now…
I can’t believe today happened. I played it off so well like it was so easy to talk to you, but in reality I have never had so much trouble. I have never checked my phone in such an obsessed manner before.
Please don’t hurt me again, let me hurt you, or let us ruin each other’s lives right now with who we have.
At least now I know I’m not crazy for still thinking about you all the time and wanting to talk to you.