Deeper. I guess that’s how I would describe my recent change. I have become so in touch with my inner thoughts lately. I don’t even know what to think. But that’s the funny part, my mind is never clear. I like it. I honestly feel that this is the first time in my entire life that I have realized who I am. I believe a lot of it has to do with my recent loss of some friendships. Sometimes being alone can help you to see all the deep dark parts of your soul you’ve been missing out on. In this case, I’m thankful. I have a lot on my mind. Not only have I connected with my inner thoughts but I’ve also taken a whole new outlook on different concepts and ideas. Life is no longer a chore. I’m living. And I hope to use this journal as a means of expressing all the things I have so bottled up. I’m not a great writer, I just write. One hundred percent all me.