so nerd boys girl can’t feel it because..hee hee

I hope some of the posts i put up inspire you or give you the giggles from time to time.

If it’s a girl you’d like to be like- i think it’s a mix of Kate Hudson from How To Lose A Guy In 10 days, Julia styles in 10 Things I Hate About You and Zoey Deschanel as herself.

Watch this from 10 Things I Hate About You: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-ZWwPaamC-s

That’s my fav part from the movie!

 

“Being tender and open is beautiful. As a woman, I feel continually shhh’ed. Too sensitive. Too mushy. Too wishy washy. Blah blah. Don’t let someone steal your tenderness. Don’t allow the coldness and fear of others to tarnish your perfectly vulnerable beating heart. Nothing is more powerful than allowing yourself to truly be affected by things. Whether it’s a song, a stranger, a mountain, a rain drop, a tea kettle, an article, a sentence, a footstep, feel it all – look around you. All of this is for you. Take it and have gratitude. Give it and feel love.” –Zooey Deschanel

 

I’ve got a pretty sick playlist on. oh wait! It’s the same one i was playing earlier. Actually, it’s the same song. Oh Chromeo! “I get jeaaallllous but i’m too cool to admit it!..” 5 bucks if you can get me to stop dancing. haha why would you do that. so much fun!Everyone needs a theme song! It should make you feel like a million dollars.

 

Hang on. Another cool ZD Quote –  “When I was 13, I wasn’t the coolest kid in my class, and that inner dork is a wonderful thing to have. On behalf of middle-schoolers all around, I would like to represent! I was a lot like Jess, and I’ll leave it at that.” — Zooey told Ask Men

 

I was at Furco last night. I like that place. Has a very New Yorky vibe to it. like that :) Danced the whole night right next to my chair..what a great  lot of people…and i have this weird move that i seem to have started lately, actually not as bad as this windshield viper move i was taught..but it’s this whole clapping thing i’ve going on for no reason…i think my happy dance moves just got more interesting.  And do all girls need to go to the washroom in groups…no packs… and hug and cry and talk and jump together? haha..yup! it’s so much being a girl! I thought we just did this in high school..it’s so funny when it still happens. Those are the best nights.

 

I have some great friends. and i’ve been blessed with an amazing family and there’s nothing more i need. Recently, i started an online store. If anyone reads my journal, i want it to  inspire you, to know that you could be having the worst time ever but channel it positively, know you’re not alone, people out there have it far worse that you ever will and move on and do the best you can. Grow :)

 

Kind weird right now. I’ve been meeting a lot of people that know this nerdy guy i’d like to forget ever existed. They say when you think about something..it finds a way to pop up on you even indirectly. uhm annoying. i liked him 2% (thats a lot ok!). I don’t really like or date guys. I’m picky. Been with 3 my whole life. One for 13 years and the other 2 weren’t for me and vice versa. This 3rd guy cut me off awhile back and made me feel like everything was wrong with me.I I was so wrong about him. Each time i spoke about him with any of my friends we had in common they would freak out that i had anything to do with him and told me the best thing that happened to me was him walking away. I’m happy for him and his girl. I’m serious. They say sometimes when things don’t work out the way you want it to it’s because it’s the best thing that could happen to you and looking back. It was.  I dint really know him. But i annoyed him enough for two lifetimes and back and have no regrets. I did it out of fun. I mean, it’s funny looking g back that i sent him snake pictures, pizza to his door and signed him up for an ad on craigslist even though he will def beg to differ but its the only way i got even. It’s super immature. But he wasn’t very mature either. He’s done some pretty terrible things and while he’ll never admit it or realize it..he wasn’t always right. But he did want to cut ties and i never really took it seriously because i didn’t understand why. I shouldn’t be wasting my time talking about him. He’s done.He wasn’t always right but he wasn’t a bad person. I don’t think you’d understand that. I mean my girlfriends dont like him at all when i tell them he never gave out his number, called back when he said he would, cut me off without a reason, called the cops on me and had a girlfriend which he likes to play that he didn’t have at the time i met him once or twice around. I mean, the guys a player. But he’s not bad. I’ll tell you why. He could have slept with me and didn’t. I was all up in his face about it. I’m not shy about those things and he didnt. I actually appreciated that because i know he wasn’t fully there. He was into that other chick. That’s a good quality. I don’t know. I’ m happy for him. We’re both to blame where things went. I don’t give in. Neither does he.  We’ve both got our own round of faults. We’re both nuts in our own way :)

so random..but nerd boy told me that the sex with his girl isn’t that good. It apparently hurts her. Uhm..silly…either he’s trying to play up that he’s got a big thing or she doesn’t really want to do him so she’s making an excuse to not and avoid it. There’s my  Thomas Edison light bulb that just went off..hehee! but seriously…i’m glad nothing happened. It really wouldn’t have been good. I over hyped him. He can’t deliver :) i guarantee it. I’m never wrong. pretty bold statement huh?:P hhaha just go with it! but ok pushing all the good stuff i said about him aside.. a guy rarely says no to sex…unless his thing is broken..and if he doesn’t get that she want’s it..then he’s a bigger fluff ball that i imagined.

I’s gorgeous outside today. Been doing a bit of painting and designing. I applied for fashion week back home and got in. Very excited about it. Very scared too but you gotta go for it. Do every freaking thing you want to do. Do it with heart. Do it with fire. I think it’s wonderful to have that. And i hope it doesn’t wear off for a bit because i love it right now.

 Do it!I’m working with Zen to push a nice collection around. I can’t wait to have things out in store. It’s so hard..but it’s exciting.

Back to designing. Then food, sleep and back to work in the morning. i sound like my grandmother :P

I’m blessed with a lot of energy and stamina. I can’t stand sitting still. I went to a spa once with my mom and I was like, ‘Get me out of here!’— Zooey Deschanel

Happy Sunday night!

 

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