I’m moving to North Carolina July 23rd. I’ll be moving in with Charlie and his family. I’ll be putting in my two weeks into work around the 4th of July. I’m excited, but even more scared. I just want everything to go good. I want to find my home. I bought this journal in 2010, 4 years, 4 years ago I was in my second year of high school. It almost feels like yesterday. I’m scared to leave everyone when I move. I’m going to risk everything to be with him, if that’s not love then I don’t know what it is. It’s been exactly one year since I’ve lived with Pepa. Aunt Barb isn’t going down south with me, he is. I really don’t want him to take me, it’s going to be too hard to say goodbye it hurts just to think about it.