I go into work at 3:30 today, I’m making myself kinda like my job, which is really hard because I’m not a people person at all. I’m a front desk clerk at a hotel which is inside a casino. It sucks. People are ass-holes.
I’m returning to school this August and I have to work while I do so, I really hate looking for a job and I know that no matter what job I get I’ll hate it because it won’t be what I want to do. That’s why I keep telling myself that I like the job that I have, I actually like the people that I work with, it’s the guests that I can’t stand, and all of the noise that goes with working in a casino.
I’m also weaning myself off of Celexa, it’s really fucked with my memory bad. And I can’t just quit because the withdrawals are horrible. I also need to lose a lot of weight. I’m just in a crappy mood today and yesterday.