this isn’t living

Living and simply existing are not the same. Waking up and feeling miserable 24/7 just wears me down. ugh, its the holiday tomorrow. Ive realized I dont like any holidays. Then again what do I like anymore?  I dont fit in with people and their happy lives.  Im not trying to say people out there dont have it worse, but that still doesnt change these feelings inside. Ive completely lost my interest in everything. Im so lost. So empty.So alone

3 thoughts on “this isn’t living”

  1. Well, if you’re in any way like me you’re going to stay miserable for quite some time. But, misery does have its benefits – You start searching for meaning. As Ecclesiastes 7 puts it: “It is better to go to a house of mourning than to go to a house of feasting, for death is the destiny of every man; the living should take this to heart […] The heart of the wise is in the house of mourning, but the heart of fools is in the house of pleasure […] Like the crackling of thorns under the pot, so is the laughter of fools. This too is meaningless.” Misery, emptiness, a sense of meaninglessness in everything that you feel you should be interested in? Something tells me you’re going to be interested in the conclusion of Ecclesiastes. You should look it up and see what a couple thousand year old miserable guy has to say about your situation.

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