For six months, since I’ve been staying with my brother(roommate) & his daughter I haven’t seen nor had a face-to-face conversation with my favorite pastor since I decided to stop drinking completely. In the past I’d stop for perhaps 2 weeks at the longest. However, yesterday I went AWOL from my “roommate’s”, who I refer to my bro as(he no bro to me since he hasn’t accepted Christ in his life/or even publicly denounces Him). My roommate goes out of his way to denounce Christ, I believe simply because both my mother(she never like the idea of being called “mom”) and my common-law wife asked me to believe/or taught me to. My wife , I still grieve her death.