Ten things I could never tell you.
Thing number one: I long for you. I crave your presence. I crave your touch, your kiss.
Thing number two: Your voice sticks in my mind all night. But, I am too shy to call you.
Thing number three: I want to hold your hand in mine and walk forever, talk forever.
Thing four: I want to tell you every secret about me. Every single one.
Thing five: I want your arms around me when I’m doing little things, like surfing the web on my laptop or while I’m drawing a picture or talking to you about something. I want to feel your arms around me.
Thing six: The things you say to me can make me smile the entire day. The distance is so hard, I want to be able to see you everyday.
Thing seven: You’re what I wished for while I was a little girl.
Thing eight: Your bed, that’s where I want to be with you. Under blankets and your arms wrapped around me as well spoon together.
Thing nine: I was afraid to get this close to you, but now its the best connection I’ve ever had with another friend.
Thing ten: We’re best friends and I want to kiss you. I feel like if we did, it’d be magical. I want to laugh together. I want to share stories while your arms are wrapped around me, that’s what I long for the most. Our friendship coming alive.