My life is a big revolving world. I take care of my children. I cook and clean. I am a mother. I am a wife. I am these things because I chose to be these things. I may not have thought the actions thru but I made the choice to be these things. That may be my problem sometimes, I dont think things fully thru, I run when I get scared of different than what I am used to. I push and I hurt. I dont know somedays why I feel the way I do.