so after an especially bad weekend, the tables have turned again…lol. Things are much better today than yesterday and that is what really matters.. had a thought though- lately have been inundated with ‘self help’ messages and rules for living. I’m taking it as my sign. It couldn’t be any clearer. I need to get back on track with who I need to be and it is not easy but I need to dig down deep and go ahead. I know where my victim mentality is coming from and I just need to battle against that and overcome. Had a little bit of fun last night and enjoyed the clear water at the lake with the kids. Wish I wouldn’t have been the only one but it was fun none the less.