Death is a cruel thing people come in and out of our lives everyday even some people are more important than others, but the hardest thing in this world is losing people that u care about. I really started this journal because I feel like my best friend who I used to like is just not there for me anymore… especially today when I told um… him that today I needed… him more then ever because today was the two year mark that my aunt passed away…. but I think he just stays up to talk to his girl friend… that’s fine but I understand sometimes I love staying up all night talking to the one I like so much but when my friend is in need my best friend I would drop everything and be there for them. But that’s just me. I don’t know how I will survive today with out a friend there for. I really just don’t know.