it’s been awhile-Staind lyrics and secret entry at bottom of page

“It’s Been A While”

 

And it’s been awhile
Since I could hold my head up high
And it’s been awhile
Since I first saw you
And it’s been awhile
Since I could stand on my own two feet again
And it’s been awhile
Since I could call youAnd everything I can’t remember
As fucked up as it all may seem
The consequences that I’ve rendered
I’ve stretched myself beyond my meansAnd it’s been awhile
Since I can say that I wasn’t addicted
And it’s been awhile
Since I can say I love myself as well
And it’s been awhile
Since I’ve gone and fucked things up just like I always do
And it’s been awhile
But all that shit seems to disappear when I’m with you

And everything I can’t remember
As fucked up as it all may seem
The consequences that I’ve rendered
I’ve gone and fucked things up again

Why must I feel this way?
Just make this go away
Just one more peaceful day!

And it’s been awhile
Since I could look at myself straight
And it’s been awhile
Since I said I’m sorry
And it’s been awhile
Since I’ve seen the way the candles light your face
And it’s been awhile
But I can still remember just the way you taste

And everything I can’t remember
As fucked up as it all may seem to be I know it’s me
I cannot blame this on my father
He did the best he could for me

And it’s been awhile
Since I could hold my head up high
And it’s been awhile
Since I said I’m sorry

     So, I did mentioned that there was going to be a secret entry at the bottom of the lyrics. I chose these lyrics because it has been awhile since I have posted on here. A lot has happened in my journey that is called ” My Life”. Heartbreaks, and aches. Destroyed from inside out to outside in. Refreshed and started all over again and over and over again. Moved and ran several times. Guys in and out and out and in. I’m content and happy with my life and think I just might have found the right path and the correct path that I have been missing out on my whole life. I found a person whom accepts me for whom I am.  He is everything I have been looking for. accepts my religion and his is similar to mine. accepts my craziness. accepts my hyper side. Started school again. going for my BA in complementary health and alternative medicines. I love holistic medicines and think I have found my future life if I can just not screw this up… I beg myself to contain peace, love and light within. and send prayers for love, fertility ( later on; of course), passion, negativity out, marriage, and happiness…

 

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