So today is the day. The day where I decide enough is enough. What I saw today is more than enough to show me if I stay with him one more second, I’ve officially lost all self respect for myself. The degrading comments, the disgusting temper tantrums, the moodiness, the dis respect. One minute he builds me up and will turn right around and make me feel small and gross and stupid. I deserve better. I want to be happy. I’m tired of walking on eggshells. I’m tired of all of it. The good doesn’t out weigh the bad anymore. It’s over. And I’m strong enough to do this and then some.