drunk in work

I drimk so much just to feel sane.Just to keep those thoughts a bay. I wake up n go to work.A job y hat I hate, but I go to support my life style.I have even drunk at work just to feel ok.Its so funny nobody noticed!..My life is pitiful.I sit at home and drink drink drink! Im not an alcoholic, trust me .I can stop whenever I want, I just dont want to right now.I come home from shuffling papers at my desk to get thst drink, to lay down n sleep.Thats what depressed people do.Drinking doesnt make me angry and I dont cry.Just gives me calmness thru every thing.Im drinking now, n will soon fall asleep to wake and drink again!

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