Well yesterday I posted a timeline picture of my face over the past few weeks. I was really impressed with the out pour of comments I got in regard to the pictures. I really didn’t think that I could tell much a of a difference, but all of the positive comments, I feel really excited an motivated. I would love to get to the end of this year and look like an entirely different person. I am already on my way to FEELING like a different one. I would love to go back in time in regards to weight and health.
I have had so much energy lately, and have began starting on some new projects. I have been playing around with new hair dues. I have also been considering getting a new color. This is saying something, as I have not made a big change to may hair in over 12 years aside from cutting it. I would always get too scared to decide not to do it. I don’t know what’s come into me me, but I totally just have this feeling of “so what” If it doesn’t turn out well it wont last forever. I have my up and downs but i swear I feel like a new person. My anxiety is all but gone, but i do find myself getting really really worked up over some things, and I’m pretty short tempered at times. Outside of this though I am sleeping well, up early in the morning, and enjoying life! I thought I drank to escape my unhappiness. Now I’m starting to think that my drinking caused my unhappiness.
I have also received and unexpected out pour of support and responses from people experiencing similar issues. I can’t tell you how much it means to me that you are reading along, and I hope more than anything you realize you are not alone. There are so many great support sites such as Reddit and Recovery World. Trust me, if I can do it…then you can do it! And I am more than happy to be here with you to do it. Thanks so much for being a part of my journey, and I will try my hardest to not only not let myself down…but to not let you down as well.