this is who i am

u think u know who i am

but ur definition dont define the real me

this is who i am

& this is who i will continue to be

they say im this and they say that im that

but bitches dont know the real fckn facts

my lifes been a struggle

my hearts been crumbled

my mind aint straight im on another level

livin in a van for the longest

my moms sister kicked us to the curb

half of my family i dont even claim

where the fck were they when i was in pain

& where were they when i had no food to eat

they werent there then i dont need them now

&& i can keep on explaing why this is who i am

he said it wasnt wrong

 i was hurt at a young age

the kissin nd the touchin

ppl i cant even explain

&& many dont wanna hear it yet i wont say names

my momma says she hurts so much

yet where was she when i had my first cut

i use to think no one really gave a fuck

this aint the time to lie i use to cut my wrist

my sister seen the scars on my hips

i begged her not to tell

but i was wishing i was dead

u think my life is easy losing my dad at 17

i use to wake and smoke away

i use to snort the white lady

i use to take pills

and picture me beyond the hills

these aint suicidal thoughts

nahh this is who i am

a lost girl looking for the attention my parents once gave

hoping to see my father out of his grave

but mostly ths is who i am

the one who hasnt succceeded in takin her life

the one who needs that one sorry and appology

this is me not giving a fck what ppl have to say.


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