Sometimes I sit and wonder how we came to be so ignorant with each other
its like I cant even look u in the eyes
my heart says I love u my mind tries to let go
we just fight, argue and stress
I don’t wanna take this anymore
all the disrespect and bullshyt
my mind is set to where I wanna be in life
I know I want u,… but do u want me
what is It that u cant be happy that Im here
I changed for the better
u left what u had for something bigger
what happned to always and forever
its like when u said that u meant always nd fornever
I just wish things were like they were 10 months ago..
before u lied..
before u broke what we had..
this bond we built has melted
I guess the chain just didn’t click
I hope u see what im trying to say
me and u… better one day
not now I guess
ur stuck dwelling on the past..
well maybe im just ready to leave what we have there too
im not ashamed of what I did
but u must be more than me
I don’t know how much more to change
either take me as I am or watch me as I go
cuz wat me nd u have is nothing to u but a show…