its really fucked up actually. how my feelings are so strong for somebody i barley know. like i could lay in bed with him for hours and hours, just cuddling and doing nothing and i wouldnt get bored. i could kiss his chin and his nose and forehead, and neck and collarbones and his then his lips, and do it all over again. i could tell him how adorable he is , all day. he could fuck me into next week, then take me out to a nice dinner like he didnt just bruise my ass from spanking me so hard. i could hold his warm rough hands. when im talking to him, i dont want to kill myself. idk i must like getting hurt, considering im so infatuated with him, when i barley know him.