Fuck this

Things are getting so bad in me and my boyfriends relationship. We barely spend time together and when we do we argue. I know he’s been talking about proposing and I just don’t think I’m ready. That’s a huge step to take on under such shaky circumstances. I know that I love him, I care about him and it would kill me to see him with anyone else. But, I also know that if things between us don’t change then I really can’t continue being with him and that I deserve better. His friends disrespect me all the time and if my friends treated him the same way his friends treat me I would bug out on them and tell them to have respect for him because he’s with me. We have a child together so I know I should try to make this work, but I really don’t know if I can continue feeling hurt all the time.

He’s also such a child. He needs to man up we have a daughter who is 7 months old now and he got fired from his job because he can’t just suck it up and go to work. All he does is play games with his friends and go out and drink. I’m so extremely tired of being disappointed.  I’ve passed the point of being mad and now I’m just sad. I want this to work with all my heart, I’ve been raised to fix what I have that’s broken rather than buying a new one.

3 thoughts on “Fuck this”

  1. I would keep trying but if it don’t work out you should stop the pain and move on from him.

  2. Have you told him how you feel? Talk it all out with him so if it didn’t work out you can say you really did try your best.

  3. I try to talk to him, but he doesn’t want to hear it from me.

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