When I was 4 years old I created this safe in my mind and two days ago i opened it. Everything is all coming back at once like a race to the finish and all my worst memories want to win. It’s getting harder to keep them back. They all want to be remembered and I just want them to disappear. I know that if I let them get to the front of my mind I will never be the same and I can’t let that happen. Everyone loves the person I am now or they have gotten used to how I am. I can’t destroy all the memories and I can’t keep them back. I can’t let them destroy me the way everything has tried to. I need to close the safe but my memories are stronger than me. I need to fight with all I have and prove that I can fight it off and that I won’t be controlled by my mind. My mother always used “Mind over matter” now I see what she meant back then.
I'm a 17 year old girl from Lutcher Louisiana. I'm not the smartest person alive. I laugh, cry, smile, and scream. I've been through a lot in life but it's only made me stronger every time. Most people think I'm weird but I just speak my mind.