I know the ignorance of my fake friends is supposed to get better in college. I just don’t want to be the only one second semester dying of loneliness while everyone has the time of the life. I worked the hardest for it, for sure, so shouldn’t I have fun to? I just don’t have anyone to have fun with. The fact that I’ll see pictures of it all posted on social media 24/7 won’t help much either. If only I can just fast forward this entire senior year and summer straight to when I’m in college. I don’t even need a break, because breaks make me feel lonely and worse.