Today was unexpected. In a very bad way.
I’m not going to go into much detail because it’s the middle of the night and I’m angry and tired and in a world of pain but basically…
-I’m now living with my dad
-I hurt myself for the first time this year, really badly too
-I don’t think my mum and I will be ok for a long time
-I’m 80% certain that I absolutely hate my brother in the fullest way possible
-I need to eat something, I’ve only eaten a small plate of Indian leftovers.
Tomorrow should be good, I’ll be at Zach’s all day plus when I get home there’ll be food (dad was on this crazy diet so we don’t have any food in the house). I’m excited for tomorrow, despite all that happened today.
Shit my eyes and head hurt. Crying for 6 hours straight takes a lot out of a girl 😛
I SHOULD NOT MAKE JOKES ABOUT THIS IT IS INCREDIBLY DISTASTEFUL UGH!
THINGS I AM GRATEFUL FOR TODAY
-My dad and Zach. The two of them have been the most helpful distraction
-The movie Clueless. It’s hilarious and smart and awesome and great.
-Bad online personality tests that tell you what tribe you’d be in if you were in Avatar: The Last Airbender (I would be fire apparently). So much fun.
That’s all for now. Sorry for the anger and sadness and stuff.
Happy tomorrow dears 🙂 🙂 🙂